Osoru Loves Ayashi

Did you ever have the feeling that your destiny would be that you would turn out to be some one great...but in order to be that person something bad has to happen? And no matter how you try to change it, how you fight it, no matter how you feel like you are trying to live just a normal life that your future is coming to bite you on the ass and you are going to have to suck it up and deal with it? That is what I'm calling a John Conner Destiny. (Terminator movies)
I keep having a nagging feeling about this. I don't try to be anyone or do anything, I try to be a shadow or a ghost, try to stay off radar, I work, pay my bills, and love like mad...but there's that nagging feeling always lingering....